The question what does God want from me can be misleading. Primarily because we cannot supply what God requires. God wants me to love like Him and that my friends is impossible apart from Him radically transforming me. You cannot love like God until you have experienced God’s love.
Have you ever stopped to consider how much joy is lost in the pursuit of selfishness? Jesus teaches that joy is found in taking what we know to be true and letting it change the way we live. The secret to securing real joy in our lives is found through humility and service.